every thing ends well

It seems everything has somehow worked out perfectly. Bingley has bought a house near mine and he now lives there with his wife. Lydia and Wickham however much  dislike him they seem to be getting on well also. They seem to visit very frequently and I think it is starting to take a toll on Bingley. Also Elizabeth and Georgiana seem to be getting along very well and I think it is going to stay that way for a long time.

i can not believe it

Finally after all the time I have spent waiting it has finally happened. Elizabeth agreed to marry me and I am very exited. I honestly did not know what she was going to say, but somehow she has seen the light that is me. we are going to be married and we will be happy together. i am sure her [arents are also very exited to have a man of my social class marry into a family like theirs.

lady catherine. why

For the life of me i cannot understand the actions of lady Catherine. She really needs to just keep her nose out of every ones business. I heard that she went over to Elizabeth's house to tell her that I was planning on proposing to her again. this is just outright intolerable she needs to stop meddling in mine Elizabeth's lives. frankly i do not care that I was supposed to marry her daughter because I am Darcy and I can do what I want.

way to go bingley

Hey i heard the good news great congratulations on your engagement. I know that I influenced you not to marry Jane but I am sorry. I hope we can just put that event behind us for the better. I know you will be happy with Jane because I see the way you two act together. This is a great thing and i am sure to be at the wedding.

over at the Bennet's

I really did not think I would ever be back at the Bennet's house or at least not after I had been rejected by Elizabeth. However I am true to my friend Bingley and I will go if he so chooses to. I did happen to notice that Mrs. Bennet was much nicer to my companion then to me. perhaps she does not know that I was the one who saved Lydia. hopefully she will learn soon  because i am close to regretting my decision if she does not start treating me more respectably.

the wedding

I never thought i would actually see the day Wickham got married. I fully disapprove of who he is marring as well. I do not believe that Wickham deserves to marry he is not to be trusted nothing good can com of this that I am sure. None the less I did go to the wedding I feel I have a slight obligation to go but I did not like it in the slightest.

Bennet family troubles

Elizabeth has recently been telling me of the Bennet family troubles. She also seems to have changed in some way. She is not a cruel or as quick witty anymore with me. In fact she almost seems like she does not want me to think badly of her family. I think this may help me in the future if she keeps feeling like this.

Wickham is an idiot

I have known it for a long time, but now it has finally been proven to me that Wickham is the biggest idiot on the planet. He elopes with Lydia which in the first place is stupid because their family is undesirable. He then says that he will only marry Lydia if he is paid, but he only asks for a minor amount. He only asked for a little less then ten thousand pounds. in my mind this has proven once and for all that Wickham is stupid and not to ever be trusted.

things i have heard

I heard that Elizabeth had a conversation with Wickham and i was the subject of conversation. She did not expose him as i thought she would, but i think she is saving that for a latter date. on a different not I also heard that Lydia has departed to Brighton with the Regiment. I still strongly disapprove of this action by her father, and i hope she does not ruin the families reputation. Hopefully all these events will lead Elizabeth to me for i do wish to see her again.

Lydia sent to Brighton

This is unbelievable almost an outrage at what bad parenting i have heard about. Mr. Bennet has let her daughter go to Brighton with the soldier regiment. This will not end well that I can be sure of it. Mr. Bennet is showing his inability to be a parent by letting his daughter do this. If i was Lydia's parent i could have the much wiser choice and not let her go.

Elizabeth and Wickham

i hope what i have told Elizabeth about Wickham changes her opinion of him. Now that she knows the truth she can see what kind of person he truly is. I also think now that she knows the truth about she will stop her attraction to him. He does not deserve Elizabeth because i am determined o have her. I will not let anyone stand in my way of marring Elizabethbecause she will be mine.

leaving elizabeth

Well i am finally leaving and departing to my house. My only regret is leaving Elizabeth, but i am positive that i will see her again in the future. i wish that things would have gone better in my time with her. While i did propose i was sadly rejected it made me want to go back and redo things. I wish i could have proposed differently. I do think i will get another chance with Elizabeth eventually.

lydia the idiot

i ran into Elizabeth today she seemed rather frantic about something but i did not know what until she told me. apparently her sister Lydia ran away with Wickham. for doing this i think that she is incredebly stupid and it shows that she is young and dumb. with this action she could ruin the reputation of all her family. i do hope that Elizabeth succeeds in finding her and stopping this wedding.

gathering at my house

The gathering of the today at my house was not what i expected. Caroline and Elizabeth seem to have a lot of hatred toward each other for they can not say anything nice to each other. They constantly were exchanging spiteful words to each other. Caroline even tried to insult Elizabeth while in my presence, and i can not believe that she would have  the nerve to do such a thing. However i thing i got her back by not insulting Elizabeth but by complementing her by saying she was very handsome.

a changed Elizabeth

I have begun to notice i sort of change in Elizabeth. She has become more respectful towards me i think something about her had changed. I have begun to act more appropriately toward her and i feel that she is doing the same. i am having to overcome my pride and look past it for the sake of Elizabeth. If i continue to do this i think that i may have a chance of winning her back over.

Elizabeth at my house?

I never thought i would see that day when Elizabeth came to my house but non the less she has paid me a visit. She said she was just on a tour of my house but she seemed most impressed my my lavish life style. She also appeared most impressed by the way in which i acted. I think that these events will prove in the future to help me to eventually win her over. For the time being though i need to prepare for the Bingelys who are to be coming  soon

The proposal..........

Today was surely a day to go down in my memory forever. I finally showed Elizabeth my true feelings and I let her know that I am in love with her. in the same time I also proposed the idea of marriage to her, but i was so harshly rejected. I feel insulted and dumbfounded I mean the whole thing went so perfectly i don't know how i could have been rejected. I am the best offer she will ever get and she will regret her choice i just know it.

Elizabeth........

I happened to arrive at the Mr. Collins's house today to find Elizabeth there alone to my surprise. To my understanding i thought everyone was there, but there were all out somewhere. she invited me in and we sat in dead silence for a good five minutes. she finally brought up something of conversation, but i was so nervous i could only muster a short reply. I think trying to get Elizabeth out of my head is hopeless i feel there is only one last thing i can try to settle my self out.

Easter at Lady Catherien's house

Ah Easter is a wonderful holiday Lady Catherine threw a party at her house. I even saw Elizabeth there too although i still am trying to take my mind off of her.I was a little agitated by the fact that when Elizabeth asked to play the piano Lady Catherine referred her to the housekeepers piano. Elizabeth deserves more respect then that she deserves to play the grand piano. Lady Catherine needs to have a little more respect for her guests if one does ask me.

Arriving at Rosings

today colonel Fitzwilliam and I arrived at Rosings to visit our aunt. I do not intend to visit Elizabeth the first day of my being here because I am trying to get her out of my head. I do not want to like her however I can not stop this unwilling attraction. however I believe that I may pay her a visit on Easter just to see how she is doing. I might even be able to catch sight of her.